I'm super baked right now! First time in about 10 days I've smoked pot so I'm feeling GOOD!!! Also very thoughtful. Let's see what I can get out of my head before I fall asleep.
I'm totally smitten on this guy I met a few weeks ago. He's married and poly and I find him super attractive! Thinking about him makes me smile. I enjoy his company whether it's something in or out of bed. I look forward to chatting with him in between encounters (I need a better word). I have the feelings for him!!! More feelings than I've had for anyone in YEARS! Not fall in love with feelings but something else I'm trying to work through. I even felt comfortable enough to tell him that today! That's more communicating than I normally do. He is the exception to so many of my "rules."
This is so new to me. There may need to be a therapy visit soon to discuss the matter further.
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