There are lots of ways to define "hook-up." Well, lots of nuances to the word anyway. I consider this a hook up because it was a last minute decision, I hadn't been talking to the guy for very long and I don't really have any intention of seeing him again. This is going to sound horrible, but I don't know how else to put it. He's not someone I really want to see in daylight. Bad teeth, weird hair, just not attractive to me.
He was, however, AMAZING at the oral! HOT DAMN!!! I lost count of how many times I came. And they were all really good, intense orgasms. OMG people...some of the best oral/best orgasms I've ever had!!
But then he couldn't get it up to fuck me. He totally psyched himself out so I barely even tried to get him hard. So much of the game is mental! The 2nd guy recently who could not finish the job. Why are they so nervous??? I will say that both were more like hook ups that I usually do. I like to talk to a guy a bit over at least a 24-48 hour period. But not longer, because usually, if you don't meet right away, you never will. And I'm not here to waste time. His or mine! I guess I come of ass intimidating? scary? unattractive?? I generally assume the problem is them though. A sexually forward woman...OH NO! Whatever will we do?
Ugh! It's annoying. But this is just a slump. Right? RIGHT? I sure hope so!! There aren't really any prospects for this weekend. Possibly Sunday, but I'm not getting my hopes up.
Somebody should comment. I'm writing this for you! Okay, I'm partially writing it for you. I'm also writing it for me. It's cathartic.
Peace out for now. lol
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