I jumped into this whole blog thing without really figuring out what I wanted it to be. I'm still not sure. Do I want something more like a random blog where I write when I feel like it? Or do I want something a bit more structured or disciplined? I guess if it is about my sex life, that kind of dictates it.
So, I have no plans to ever reveal any real names. Most of the time I won't even refer to them by anything specific. If they get a nickname, that usually means I saw them at least twice. I just don't see the point in giving them names if they aren't sticking around. I've had guys message me after several months and I'm usually like "hey, sorry, I don't remember you." Sometimes I remember bits and pieces or they just look familiar, but sometimes I would think their lying except they clearly know me in the biblical sense. 👼😉 This happened just last night in fact!
Anyway, I've decided that guys all get a number. Is that heartless? It doesn't really have any reflection on them. It's just where they fall in line since me starting this blog. I will probably keep a running list somewhere. There's a part of me that would someday like to write a book. Possibly about his part of my life, possibly about other parts of my life. It's a pretty out there dream.
1. The 24 year old from last Saturday night who was extremely unsatisfying. Talked a big game and did not deliver. (p.s. he messaged me yesterday and said nerves got to him. I said he was welcome to try and persuade me to invite him over again (he was so cute!) but I haven't heard from him.) (side note: sometimes I wonder if my forwardness intimidates people.)
2. A guy who stood me up last Wednesday. He'd stood me up before, but I forgave him and then he fucking did it again! Shame on me though, right? I just try to believe the best in people. I do my best to be honest and choose my words carefully. I won't say "see you later" if I have no intention of seeing you again.
3. The guy who stood me up Sunday. We'd talked almost 3 months ago and I'd been really excited to meet him but he disappeared (it's fairly common). He claimed he was on tour. Anyway, we had plans to meet and we were chatting that day up until about 30 minutes before he was supposed to be here. Haven't heard from him since.
4. The random hookup from Tinder that came over around 10:30 last night. Ended up being excellent in some areas and remains a mystery in others. (this will be the topic of a post tomorrow hopefully, or the next day.
5. There is a potential 5 at this point. Stay tuned!
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